Dahil diyan may premyo ka
First of all, thank you for being part of my life. Thank you for all the heart-skipping moments and for being there for me when I had no one else to turn to. You became the turning point in my life.
It's been seven months na pala since we started getting to know each other. Ang bilis ng panahon. Looking back, ang dami na rin nating pinagdaanan.
During those seven months, there were definitely times when giving up on you seemed like the easier option, but for me, it never was.
I want to show you that you deserve to be loved. Kahit bigyan mo pa ako ng one hundred reasons to give up, I'd still find that one reason to stay. And I really mean that with all my heart.
I know hindi naging perfect ang seven months natin, especially during April and May nung bakasyon.
Every single day nung April felt like torture kasi lagi kong iniisip kung misunderstanding lang ba talaga lahat.
Pagdating ng May, I finally had the courage to say sorry. Pero right after that, naging awkward pa rin ako kasi online lang tayo nag-usap.
I was just putting up an act na I was trying to find peace when in reality I just wanted you to notice me and feel like I still mattered to you, that I was someone special to you.
You thought I wasn't yearning for you? Heck, I couldn't even go on a day without thinking about you.
Sa totoo lang, these past seven months changed me. I started taking care of myself and I was motivated to be a better person for us.
Hindi ko alam kung ano ang mangyayari sa future, pero gusto ko lang malaman mo na meeting you changed me in the best way possible.
Thank you for making me want to become a better person.